So I laid myself down
Back on the floor, looking up at the ceiling
I screamed your name
And then I waited
But no ceiling came crashing down
And noone could see you and me

So I cried
And then I screamed your name again
This time not for confirmation
Only out of agony
But yet I found myself waiting again
Waiting for a reply that never came
In the room was still only me

If you could only see me
Look me in the eyes
And see the real me
If you could only hear me
Just shut up for a moment
To hear the truth
Hold my hand
Tell me, cant you feel
All the feelings I have for you?

My hands were trembling in the dark
Looking for you
If they’d found you
Would you have taken my hand?
Would you had trusted me to guide you?
If I saw you, would you have looked back?
Would you have opened your eyes?
To be able to finally decide
If you believe in me

I know you are so far away
But that doesn’t mean I never felt you inside of me
For a moment I saw a glimpse of the real you
And yet so close, still out of reach

I lay still
Sobbing silently while awaiting the ceilings to crash down,
It’s becoming more and more obvious that they are some well done craftsmanship
Maybe noone will ever be able to see you and me
I scream your name again
And I wish you would listen
You would hear me telling you that I still love you
But you are still too far away
Still out of reach