I always thought that the kind of love expressed in songs, movies, plays,
couldn’t be true, be real
Just someone overexcited over-exaggerating
A dreamer, composing a perfect story, 
beautiful, but never truthful

I never realized that I’d been in the middle of a miracle
And not until now when I’ve stepped back can I see
The wonder in its full glory
as its been lost in history

And I’m sorry for being so stupid
so blind
With the answers on hand I have no idea
why I doubted our love
why I thought we weren’t connected
weren’t meant to be
Why I couldn’t see clear
Why I hesitated and doubted
When the only, actual reason probably was, as always, 
bad timing, no connection, poor grammar…

How could I sleep next to a pharaoh
Be part of something so amazing
Be the queen of the new world
Be a part of history
and just completely miss it all

No more explanations
No more hesitations
I’m sorry for taking forever to wake up
Maybe the glory of this amazing wonder has already faded
Maybe I am the one to blame
I’m sorry

I’m so sorry

And if there’s any way
Anyway to not only make history
But to also be a part of the future

You need to know that your queen never left your side
Stupid, blinded, fooled, and lost, yes
But always yours

Always yours